My stomach hurts and I had too much chocolate syrup with milk. x.x; So I had Green Tea which helped. :-)
I quit smoking but I keep getting cravings. I don't want to disappoint my dad even though I love smoking and my mom doesn't mind as much as my dad does and I know it's a very, very, very super bad habit that causes health problems like Cancer and other things that effects your personal life and other people around you. But now I try to manage it.
Whisker is a sweet nice lady who I respect dearly and marti too, gotta love 'em both. Those are my friends here on this forum and oh nugget too. ^^
I also wish this forum was a little more active but hopefully the other member will return soon. :-)
I really love this forum and I'm gonna be active for now on. It finally works on the browser I'm using (Mozilla FireFox) Yeah. To my friend Whisker and her passion and hobby to his forum means a lot to her and I find that inspiring because she reminds me of (Me) . Well, my forum got deleted, on accident due to name change but I'll bring a new one soon. ^^ Love you all!
Thanks for that, Tomonag! Love you too! SeasonS can be very quiet sometimes, but I know the people here are genuinely good people. That's what keeps me going - even if I'm talking to myself somtimes. It would be all too easy just to give up. Besides, it would leave me feeling sad, if I did. Thanks for your contributions, Tomonag.
I feel terrible on my words I've said. I tend to speak my mind sometimes because people hurt me a lot and well I suspect a lot and get the wrong impression of people a lot because I don't know them but my gut does tell me though yet I could be wrong. :/
I pretend I'm in good spirits but most of the time it's sadness but I try to cover it up by talking to people, yeah. I enjoy Whisker's company. :-)
I feel the people around me aren't true to me except you Whisker. :-)
My parents are good yet not perfect but we get along fine. End of story. ^^
Thanks for that, Tomonag! I do get what you are saying about "other people". Sometimes, people can surprise you if they think they are not getting their way - how vindictive they can be. But I have learned it's better stand up for yourself - no matter what! There are those who think they have a right to take advantage where they can. It doesn't go down well with them when somebody stands up to them. But - who cares! Have a good day, sweetie!
I look at the clock. I'm okay. Well I guess my life is interesting because I talk a lot about myself here and well, I know everything will go smoothly if I put my mind to it. In the end I get support from a loving dad, great friends, yet I can come off suspicious with people yet I'm no angel either but I know they're good people and me too. I need to stop blaming myself and people and grow up but I'm already suffocated and all those things that are negative which is why I am what I am for those reasons and those that don't know me very well only through typing that see me as a cheerful and happy person but deep down I'm a lonely and sad soul wanting more in life but one day, I will thanks to Whisker's to her motivation, just not now at the moment. I gotta be with my parents, helping my mom who's disabled and me too but also I like to be alone and not see anyone but also it's unhealthy which is why I turned out that way, I've always been that way. So now you know everyone.
Tomonag! Good to get stuff off your chest! Having trust that everything will work out for the best in the end is very important. If you find it difficult to trust some people, why not remember you have Angels that protect you at all times. They are there trying to guide you, if you are prepared to listen. Put your trust in your Angels. They will never fail you. I'm sure your Mum and Dad value you very much, but remember to put yourself first. Your first responsibility is towards YOU. Love and Hugs.